But when he sang so quietly.....

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance


...well what would you do?

And Then He Said......

When the rain is blowing in your face

And the whole world is on your case

I would offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet

But I would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met

There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling down the avenue

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea

Down the highway of regret

The winds of change are blowing wild and free

But you ain't seen nothing like me yet

There ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

Make you happy make your dreams come true

To make you feel my love

Things I love about Christmas

*How could I start the list without saying 'Finally spending a Christmas with my family'
*Brothers who come home drunk and talk about whores and cock while we drink Southern Comfort
*Getting just the right things from just the right people for just the right reasons
*Two words....Eggnog-Spiced Rum
*Being drunk and sober again 3 times in 2 days
*Old friends who say just the right things and never forget
*New friends who give you what you need without knowing it
*YUMMY dinner
*Cliche Christmas movies
*Night vision goggles and 4 beers=bad digital camera pics
*Nachos and MSN with B at 2:30am
*Ohhh yeah.....not working tomorrow!!

Merry Christmas guys. I hope it was great and that all of you enjoyed it in your own special way.

Tomorrow's just your future yesterday

Well, it's working out so far. You may see a 'completely' happy me soon. I have learned not to become overwhelmed and to take each day as it comes. Yes I will tell you all soon, and yes inside I am giddy like a little girl, but I am holding it back for my own sake this time. In other news, Christmas has arrived without any notice as far as I'm concerned and I have no idea when I'm gonna finish shopping. I do although, plan to be ENTIRELY drunk for Christmas this year. I finish work at 4pm on Christmas Eve and I plan to be drunk by 8, I figure if I have to work Christmas day, might as well make it worthwhile. Then I can come home, open gifts, eat until I'm disgustingly full and chill, whilst sleeping off the hangover. Oh yes...it shall be sweet.
Don't even start with me about New Year's.....new plans are in the making
Sweet!
And Pete.....I have 3 words for you. Merritt Music Festival. I can't even imagine what's gonna happen.

New Post

Coming Soon.

I just need to bite my tongue a little longer.

Follow the light

I have found my true calling in life and will be leaving immediately after the holidays to join
http://objectiveministries.org/creation/projectpterosaur.html

Anyone interested in coming with me is welcome, please don't forgot your tinfoil hat and a compass.

'Live Long and Prosper'

Changes

That's the name of the game. There are to be many taking place in the very near future, some welcome, some not so much and one major one that has become, well, the center of it all. Life was taking a welcomed slow-moving approach but I suppose that can only last for so long. Focusing on minimal things like Christmas shopping just doesn't seem to be a priority now. I left the door open and waited to see the results....silly when I knew what they would be, only now I'm a little more than concerned. I suppose that's how we grow and learn, by dealing with problems as they come. The thing is, though it easy to pick the little things apart, I wouldn't change it. Lordy what a week!

By a show of hands please

December 22....Mulleys on Lonsdale
http://www.myspace.com/theimperialplayground
Invite everyone you know. I'm hooked.


(Yeah Todd!!)

Chocolate covered Cadbury Eggs

In not particular order:
-The way he says You're Beautiful reminds me of B sooo much
-The rubbies are going to sink the ship
-I soooo deserve the title of GF
-Fly paper for freaks....it's the moto
-38 IS NOT OLD
-Yes I've seen it and yes I think it's the best I've ever seen
-No, you can rub your own nipples
-She's my date, you'll just have to pretend like you always do
-Yes it makes me want to cry and yes I know that's wrong
-I can't say I'm sorry yet but you knows I love yah despite myself R
-Decisions decisions...you better choose for me quickly
-I fully intend to be on my bestest behaviour
-It took me awhile, but I saw what you did and it was a cheap dent shot
-I need cheesecake
-Start now or I'm gone

'Tis the Season

Twas the night before Xmas when all thru the house,
Not a creature was stirring not even a mouse.

The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
In hopes that St. Nick soon would be there.

The children all nestled all snug in their beds,
With No thought of the dog filling their heads.

And mamma in her kerchief and I in my cap,
Knew the dog was cold, but didn't care about that.

When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,
I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter!

Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Figuring the dog broke his chain and got into the trash.

The moon on the breast of the new fallen snow
Gave the luster of mid-day to objects below.

When what to my wondering eyes should appear-
But Santa Clause with eyes full of tears

He unchained the dog once so lively and quick,
Last years Xmas present now painfully sick

More rapid than eagles he called the dog's name
And the dog ran right to him despite, all his pain.

Now Dasher, now Dancer, now Prancer and Vixen.
On Comet on Cupid on Donner and Blitzen!

To the top of the porch to the top of the wall-
Let's find him a home where he'll be loved by all.

I knew in an instant there'd be no gifts this year,
For Santa had made one thing very clear

The gift of a dog is not just for the season-
We had gotten the dog for all the wrong reasons

In our haste to think of the kids-what a gift!
There was one important thing that we missed.

A dog should be family, and cared for the same
You don't give a Gift, then put it on a chain

And I heard him explain as he rode out of site
YOU WEREN'T GIVING A GIFT, YOU WERE GIVING A LIFE!

This is the lost angel G

"The world breaks everyone, and many are strong at the broken places."
-- Ernest Hemingway